Shameless is my new girlfriend
Transcript:
Me and shameless
aaare
birds of a feather
clung together with miel
it’s sticky it’s gross
but it works I guess?
(I don’t know)
we’re together
and it happens to be
that every time I walk out the door
she follows me
but some nights!
some sneaky nights
she sneaks into my bedroom and she tells me to text that guy
tells me to text that girl
say that I want their bodies more than I want their curls.
I swear to fucking god [ha shame pun]
me and shameless make a cute couple. [the word “couple” lengthened in mock in audio]
outside of these four walls
but in here
we’re disgusting and toxic
[and wanted to add codependent but forgot]
and I hate the time spend together
me and shameless are like birds of a feather
but more like bees with no
clear weather
the rain pours down [at me the bee] and I’m struggling to keep afloat
but I keep going
because shameless considers me her friend [in a begging tone]
and she keeps promising that
ha
at the end of the road it’ll be better than this
shit,
shameless and I
are best friends
shameless
shameless as ever
and I hate it here
I hate that I feel so insecure
that I feel so desperate!
and the rosters not long babe!
it’s only one person
and he does not give
two fucks
or three
I [stuttered a bit but then a LOT of confidence in my voice]
try to make it buck
over to me
and I fail every time. [no confidence in voice]
And so shameless and I spend another night
and then she leaves so fast [fast is said breathless]
once the text is sent so does she, she flutters away like a bird in the wind
and I’m left there with all of it [breathless in a different way, overwhelmingly]
all the dignity gone
shame filled up
like straw in a bail [said desperately sad]
I’m completely enamored again
with shame.
My body takes flight I don’t know where I aim.
[I swallow]
Shameless and I are in a toxic relationship
we’ve broken up every other day
and gotten back together agaiiiiinnnnn.
and it’s harder because I’m trying to get away from some fuck wit guy.
But everytime she comes in at night
she tells me
[annoying shitty voice of shame is used here]
“he’s a nice guuuuyyyy”
“he’s fucked in the head but shit dick is… ha his dick is still wet tonight”
I guess but I could make it wetter [digression]
see if he was here everything would be better [desperate screamy tone at the end]
i wouldn’t feel like a bird of a feather
I would just feel fine and normal
and weathered and not feel shame
shameless only stays if he comes thru too
shameless only stays if I let him in too.
But,
I can not lower my standards again!
I would rather!
be consumed…
in everything
no… don’t do that babes we’re not that type of bitch
you think this is cool?
well shit
i think shameless is sometimes a bitch.