acceptance

Okay so I still care

Okay

That is fine

I am a loving person

Awful at times

But this is the situation.

You stop loving

By ending the energy association.

By not putting in any more plans

Any more conversations

Any more care towards that person

That’s how you let go.

That’s how I am trying to let go

So why am I still right there.

Okayyyy

So why wouldn’t I want to love someone…

Maybe I care about you like I care

About anyone that has seen the inside

Of my heart.

Deeply.

With boundaries (which I seem to always lack when the thought of you slips in)

And with care.

You technically are a stranger

That got lost in my hair

And I am still some girl from bumble

With a surprising amount of baggage

Honestly…

Ditto.

Oops there I go again

Having accidental conversations

With you in my head

But you’re not here

And I’m not there.

I want to be

How do I stop wanting.